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For the record

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Hi

I was a victim of a abusive relationship with someone who I will not say. Yes they are inactive now and this is in the past however I’m tired of letting this go quiet. Yes, I was toxic in the relationship too, but that have suicide baited, threatened self-harm and much more when we were together.


I was only 11.


Absolutely disgusting and repulsive behaviour on their end but I will not defend my own actions either.


Yes I have posted shit on my account trying to play the victim however they were far worse. They have also cheated on me as well.


You know who you are and I could honestly care less if you’re a better person. You have given me hell, and I’m not going to keep quiet about this.


I needed to get this off my chest because I’m tired of having it pushed under the rug.


Truly I am disgusted.

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Hi

Uh I really dunno how to start this. But I’m gonna do this since again I regret a bunch of shit.

It’s been years since I’ve been on here and a lot of the shit I’ve caused was extremely unacceptable and I take accountability for my actions. Some of you may forgive me while others may not which that’s your decision I’ll support you no matter what.

First topic I’m gonna cover is drama between me, skeleflame-UT and senpai homi.

We had a bunch of fuckin drama that was out of control and I mostly caused them. I won’t be covering them all but I will say the way I’ve treated both of you was completely unacceptable and I honestly feel real guilty of that. I was a immature kid but that doesn’t make it right to forget it.

Now couple days back ( or weeks ) me and senpai homi recently had drama which I totally take accountability for. I regret causing it and I still feel guilty.

I will not share anything unless senpai-homi gives me permission and she can tell her part as well.

Second topic is a discord situation
I started to change someone’s name since again I was a immature kid and I didn’t know better ( does not mean I should be accepted for this stuff) they have told me millions of times to stop but I didn’t. It ended up on them making a journal about me. I am not saying they did the wrong thing.

Third topic is the status’s
Recently looking through them I honestly was a manipulative kid and obsessed with some people. I honestly wish I could change the past but it’s the past. Doesn’t mean I don’t take accountability.


TW⚠️
The suicide posts and the self harm in my art
This is the final topic
As a young kid ( 11/12) I put self harm and suicide in my art for some reason. The only reason I could come up with was the attention and the only way to cope with my feelings which i do sincerely apologize for.

After writing this I honestly feel better for apologizing. For senpai homi and skeleflame

I do sincerely apologize and I take a lot of accountability for what I’ve done. I do not blame you guys. I have blamed you guys a lot but this time I’m taking full accountability for my actions.

For the rest of you. I love you all and appreciate you guys still being my watchers and liking my content. And I sincerely apologize for the things I’ve caused and I take FULL accountability for.

Thank you for reading.
Stay hydrated and safe out there.
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I've recently thought about deviant art for a while now and ive decided im going to be coming back

i won't be changing or switching accounts. im gonna be keeping this one for good now. eventually when i am able to change my name to Hydration_is_required, for now its gonna stay like this.

thank you all for understanding my last post or whatevr- LMAOO

but i am happy to come back.

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Hey

It's been a while since i've been on there and I wanna cover some topics which is mostly leaving for good.

I've done some very wrong doings in the past and i understand if you are all are mad at me. i wanna deeply apologize for my actions and my wrong doings. i was young at the time but that doesn't give me an excuse to accept my behaviors back then.

I'll be leaving my instagram down below.


Like i sad i want to deeply say sorry for my actions in the past and i do not want to fight, argue or even start drama. i want you all to please have a wonderful day and stay hydrated and safe.


If you all want, you can follow me on Instagram


@/Hydration_Is_required


Thank you so much for understanding.

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